Sooo......yeah, really not sure why I have such a problem with being "left out". I'm sitting here at work, listening to this year's Resident Assistants have their first meeting for training, and they're all laughing and having a fantastic time. The thing is, I had the opportunity to be one of them, and I turned it down!! I know that being an RA would just be too much for me, and yet I want to be a part of what they do! It's as though I can't stand to not be a part of something, no matter how insignificant it may be. I even feel this way about office meetings I can't attend because I have to man the phones. It's a meeting, for Heaven's sake, yet I want to be a part of it SO BADLY!!!!!
Honestly, this strikes me as rather ridiculous.
